BOOK REVIEW: When We Were Birds by Ayanna Lloyd Banwo

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A mythic love story set in Trinidad and Tobago, Ayanna Lloyd Banwo's radiant debut introduces two unforgettable outsiders brought together by their connection with the dead.

You were never the smartest child, but even you should know that when a dead woman offers you a cigarette, the polite thing to do would be to take it. Especially when that dead woman is your mother.

The St. Bernard women have lived in Morne Marie, the house on top of a hill outside Port Angeles, for generations. Built from the ashes of a plantation that enslaved their ancestors, it has come to shelter a lineage that is bonded by much more than blood. One woman in each generation of St. Bernards is responsible for the passage of the city's souls into the afterlife. But Yejide's relationship with her mother, Petronella, has always been contorted by anger and neglect, which Petronella stubbornly carries to her death bed, leaving Yejide unprepared to fulfill her destiny.

Raised in the countryside by a devout Rastafarian mother, Darwin has always abided by the religious commandment not to interact with death. He has never been to a funeral, much less seen a dead body. But when his ailing mother can no longer work and the only job he can find is grave digging, he must betray the life she built for him in order to provide for them both. Newly shorn of his dreadlocks and his past and determined to prove himself, Darwin finds himself adrift in a city electric with possibility and danger.

Yejide and Darwin will meet inside the gates of Fidelis, Port Angeles's largest and oldest cemetery, where the dead lie uneasy in their graves and a reckoning with fate beckons them both. A masterwork of lush imagination and immersive lyricism, When We Were Birds is a spellbinding novel about inheritance, loss, and love's seismic power to heal.

My Thoughts

This was one of my book club picks a while ago and I would be the first to admit I could not get past the first fifty pages. Fast forward to April 2023 at the Bocas Lit Fest in Trinidad and Tobago, this book was displayed everywhere. I said to myself "nah" there has to be something that I am missing with this, so after purchasing a physical copy (cause I was reading it on my kindle before), I decided to give it a second chance. All I can say I am glad I did.

This book was out of my comfort zone, but I liked it very much. 

Magical realism is what it is most described as. This writer is skilled and brave because to write a story with complexed characters like Yejide and Darwin takes guts because it could either have been a hit or miss. I for one am glad she challenged herself.

After arriving to Port Angeles to take up a position as a grave digger (which is totally against his rastafarian beliefs), Darwin intends to make something of himself. However, danger lurks in the form of his coworkers. Yejide is a woman with a strange gift that comes to life upon the death of her mother Petronella. She has the ability to connect with the dead. A blessing or a curse inherited from her female ancestors, Yejide will soon find out the extent of her power when hers and Darwin's path collides.

Adventurous, Exciting, A real page turner, When we were birds will keep you at the edge of your seat.